Crows likes ricee.
-sigh-
i have possibly made one of the biggest mistakes. dont wanna talk about it. im listening to lollipop to make myself feel better. 
just came back from chink. it was boring. my head really really hurts from not sleeping much last night. -bangs head on table- it is extremely hot. the sun it like totally on me and im lik burning. i wish i could overheat and die. (:
anywaysss. yesterday was such a shitty day. well… maths was shit like normal especially with our new teacher. morning tea i ate food that jellie got me ^_^ then bom and english were just asdf. then in then we had a bitchy relief teacher for accounting. such a crap day. and when i was going home i was by myself. all the girls were at ns or sport. so it was just me and chrisitne and all the guys. then they all went off to ns except for kdawg and albert. then we didnt make it onto two 150 buses. then christine got picked up and i was a loner for lik 10 mins until a bus came and i sat next to some nosy bogan chick who was trying to see what i was waching [big bang]. thn i walked home by myself. and i saw one of the most scariest things. fucccckkk.
aight. i was walking listening to haru haru like normal. then i looked onto the road and i saw this black thing there. and a car drove passed. and im lik oh is it a black bag? wait SHIT PLEASE DONT TELL ME ITS A CROW. and then another car drove passed and ran over it and it started flapping and im lik FUCKKKK ITS A CROW SHIT SHITS HTISHTISHTISTHIST and thank goodness i had my music on so i couldnt hear it incase it screamed or went squishh or something. Then omggg i was so damn scared. i covered my eyes and started running. and then the road is like zip zag and then i almost ran into a tree. so im lik damn i cant keep my eyes closed but theni got reallly really scared cus what if its likeee right opposite me? so im lik fuckkk and i started screaming and i made my eyes really small so like everything was blurry and then like i SUDDENLY saw this bigggggggggggg black thing infront of me and i screamed and im like oamgodgosgmoaweoiga theres more crows. or that crow crawled to me. and then i realised its just a suitcase [our neighbourhood is having that thing where you dump your furniture and people come along and pick it up]. anywaysssss i started running again with my eyes closeddd and im lilk omggggg if i get killed by not looking and get hit by a car then its all the crows fault. ewwww ill look like the crow diddddd.
anywayssss. then yesterday shit happned. and then i slept really late. then i dreamt about it which was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat cus ive never cried in my sleep before -.-”. and in my dream there were MASSIVE ratssss. fucking hell it was like staringat me. soo scary.
anywaysss so in summary, yesterday was shit. today is still shit.
i hate my life. i hate myself. -bangs head on table-
-gets hit by car-
rip with the crow: fiona 13th Feb 1994 ~ 16th May 2009
ps: dw grace, ill come back in ghost form and still BFL with you.
